Take a Risk to Fail

Take a Risk to Fail

This is my second long post, and I think I'll keep writing motivational blogs to support some of you during the academic year. My main goal is to share my experiences and show that you're not alone. 

My story started a year ago when I started my first year at Maastricht University. Like many other first years, I was excited about the new chapter ahead: university life, independence, and the endless opportunities we hear about so often. However, reality set in quickly. I realized that the highly social university environment wasn't for me. It made me believe I was an introvert, like most of my family, which perfectly supported my theory.  

For months, I lacked the energy to socialize or build social connections. Despite knowing how important relationships are for emotional support and academic growth, I withdrew and kept to myself. Partying or just going out became a rare occurrence. I told myself this phase was a natural part of maturing. Yet deep down, I knew this wasn't me. I had always been the loud, energetic, maybe even slightly annoying person who was ready to take on anything. So, why was I losing touch with that part of myself right after starting uni? 

The turning point came when I started to feel disconnected from my degree. I was studying in the Health faculty, a field I had prepared for over the years which seemed like a “safe” choice. But I wasn't passionate about it. Studying felt like carrying a burden rather than pursuing a meaningful purpose. The thought of switching degrees started to grow into my mind, but it wasn't an easy decision. After all, I'd already invested time and effort into my current path, and the idea of ​​starting over felt overwhelming. 

Yet, I took the risk. I applied to a different university and a completely different degree, one that made me feel excited. It was terrifying to step into the unknown—leaving the comfort of a familiar field like medicine. I wasn't sure if this new path would work out, but I knew staying in my current situation wasn't sustainable. I can confidently say it was one of the best decisions I've ever made. This academic year has proven me wrong about being an introvert. I've rediscovered my love for connecting with people, contributing to a community, and thriving in a social environment. I gained my energy back, and I feel like myself again.

The lesson I learned is that we shouldn't be afraid to take risks and step into the unknown, especially if the current situation doesn't feel right. Sometimes, making a bold decision is what it takes to bring yourself back to life. You might rediscover parts of yourself you thought were gone or buried under layers of stress and dissatisfaction. 

Another important takeaway is to create an environment that supports your personal and professional growth. Find what makes you passionate and what interests you, surround yourself with people who inspire and motivate you, and choose a community where you can thrive.